Hello all, I've been busy, but mainly haven't posted because "things" have been quiet.
No more sign of green tan than the still missing Doc, but don't know if lack of blackouts makes me glad... or disappointed. I've tried to trigger a change by...uh... well... playing with myself, but the only thing that happened was to work off some tension.
The closest I came was actually fully-clothed at work. A co-worker nudged me out of the way while walking past. She said sorry, but at that moment I felt RAGE, a terrible powerful anger at her for DARING to bump me. Ask anybody, I don't have even a hint of a temper, and suddenly I'm bumped and I'm insane with rage, I practically ground my teeth in anger and dreamt of snapping her spine in half when she said sorry.
I admit I felt stupid when minutes later I was just standing there, glaring into space with nothing to show for it but a funny look and messed up clothing. Nothing tore, but stretched and shifted.
I've tried to get angry since... but its not like I can fake anger, or prompt it like sexual arousal with a bit of manual stimulation. And I'm not the sort to make people angry with me either, guess it comes with the no temper.
'course I wonder if I've always had a temper, just its being buried or something and... she's... gotten control of it. It would make a kind of sense, as before burst out in response to porn, it'd been awhile since I'd touched myself, and even longer since I had sex with-
I'm beginning to wish again that the formula just changed me and left it like that, instead of this whole confusion. Even worse that I can barely remember what I do, but I don't even get to see the end result :(
Sample598NA1022 AI Morph
1 year ago
Don't let her fool you she might be in a so called remision but when you leat expect it she'll come over you. Hopefully it won't be in a public place and ruin your so called normal life. Dr Jones.
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